Bob Jones-the prison

Stayed up till 2 last night. Up at 5. Paperwork consumes me. Lauren and I attempted to go to Starbucks, treating ourselves for our hard work. 5:45 am + 15 minute walk = blissful delicious coffee awaiting me as the doors to Starbucks unlock at 6am. To our chagrin and bitter disappointment, our hopes were dashed when we realized we were literally locked into the Bob Jones campus. The gates were closed for at least another hour, and we would have had to walk over a mile extra to get to the open gate and around the campus. We trudged back to our rooms and brewed ourselves some Folgers drip coffee, and disappointedly began work on our paperwork.

my life - returning today

I sit here studying nursing research for a test on Wednesday. How boring can you get?

I just spent a week of spring break with my boyfriend, and he flies out today...we said goodbye last night, and my day has been miserable starting school again in the cold dreary rainy day.

I'm wearing my sweatshirt that smells like Josh, the closest thing that brings him back to me.. I miss him so much...but have to go on.

39 days till I see him again, 40 days till the semester is over, and 405 days until graduation, and for now, I return to studying the different research methods..quantitative, qualitative, theoretical frameworks, methods, analyses....